Half Yearly update
Yeah, since Nov last year, itz been 3 jobs i’ve changed. I know itz bad but i ve no choice coz i m not given a chance to prove myself in the fleld i know i can excel. Well, so there it is, the main reason i keep changing jobs and will keep on changing jobs =until i can grasp that carer path i want in my hands. And there was the additional commitment that was placed on top f my head, very stressing that.
Decided to quit smoking coz disgusted by the fact that i was refused a wonderful job oppurtunity coz i admitted that i smoke. What the hell has that got to do with my job. Not that im gonna smoke in the office or such but no, another ias system in place on top of all others. I guess the decision to stop smoking waz a bad idea though.
Since i dont drink much and no more smoking, all the stress has caused me to turn to a new direction to relieve stress: SPEED. Yeah, itz gonna kil me someday, but what the hell, life isn’t that beautiful anyway. Of coz i appreciate the fact that my existence is better than million others but truth is : i m addicted to speed. Now that i ve gotten a bike, no more waiting in jams, no more waiting fer public trasnport r friends to pick me late, anytime , anywhere i wanna go, i juz pick up my helmet and shoot.
Somehow, i dont feel afraid as i did the frst tme i rode the bike, of all the cars that go recklessly without warning or heed fer motorcyclists, so there i know, its not a matter of how safely i ride, but more to the matter of how lucky I am, just like a game of roulette, so I’ve no more eyes fer rules, I dunno how many road rules i break in a daily basis, how many times i nearly ended up getting myself killed or injured, how many near misses, but i know one thing , im getting a kick out of it, and if i dont find a cure fer this, im gonna kick the bucket real soon.
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